Sometimes I feel like I’m trying my best to do it right, yet I have no idea what is wrong or right.
Sometimes I feel like I am headstrong and in control
Sometimes I feel like I’ve lost the plot
Sometimes I feel like I’ve put everything in and had it thrown back into my face
Sometimes I feel at a loss. Like I am the one making all the wrong choices and everyone around me is flowing effortlessly. I need constant reassurance, constant stability and the affirmation that I am doing okay.
I don’t and won’t ever know if I am doing it right. I just know I am doing it – and that is all I can be sure of right now.